E Gawai Hooliday..

Ola..
Long time no blogging..
With all the EMO UNSTABLE E last time,  but I won;t let it destroy my E Gawai Holiday with my family..
Gawai Dayak..
Celebrated by all Dayaks in Sarawak on June 1 and 2..
However..
In Sarawak itself, we celebrated it for almost 1 week..
Haha..
My Gawai..
I helped my mother to bake two cakes..
Haha..
E Chef..

I love Gawai but u know..
When I went to my village, they called me 'ALIM' or 'IMAN' because I never went out from my house when there is a party or celebration..
My reason..


It's not that I'm 'alim' or 'iman' but I'm not used to their style of party..It is totally different from my lifestyle..Haha..


Anyway..
Thanz to my sweet and cute lil nieces and nephews who always wake us up as early as 730am..Haha..
They will jump on us and asked us to play with them..
Love them!!

I also went out for E KTT Reunion Sarawak Edition with Amy, Andreana, Joe, Sean, Eshabelle and her cousin..Haha..


We wrote our own letter and biodata for Amy and Sean..
Haha..


So we went to meet at The Spring..

Then we went to Waterfront and Fort Margherita..
What a long walk to got there(refer to Fort Margherita)..
Before that we had to cross the Sarawak River by using boat from Waterfront..
Amy, Sean, Esha and her cousin with Joe..
First time naik boat...
Funny them...hehe..
U can also buy Kek Lapis Sarawak at the opposite of Waterfront..
The place was AWESOME!!
Wow..
We all were very tired when we reached there as we needed to climb the hill to go to Fort Margherita..
Wow..
Amy and Sean had their leg cramped for 5 minutes..
OMD!!

After that we went to Mist Cafe..
To eat and play games..


 We play Topples Game (i dunno the name of the game??)




Taboo..Interesting game!!

Enjoy the Reunion with them!!!Gonna miss and love them all!!




On 10th June..It was my beloved Abah's birthday..
We organised a small party for him and we made him a cake..
Simple one..Haha..
A dance karaoke party kampung style..
Haha..

I enjoyed this E Gawai Holiday..
Btw, this may be my last post for this month as I need to concentrate on my exam and interview..Haha.,
K..Tata..


Love E

I realised..

I realised something 2day..


E..
ur a nice person..
ur so kind..
ur so caring..
ur so good..

OMD!!!!


Is that me??!?!!

Am I a good person???
Why I always love to take care of a person??
Why me???


Sometimes because of my good deeds people will remember me as that..


Because of that I had a feeling...


STOP THAT E!!!


If we ever meet again..

How I wish I could be an angel and had no feeling at all towards people..
Only listen to His command..

Or be like Jean Grey??

I was Born This Way..

I love this part in the song..


Complete lyrics: http://www.directlyrics.com/lady-gaga-born-this-way-lyrics.html
Whether life's disabilities
Left you outcast, bullied or teased
Rejoice and love yourself today
'Cause baby, you were born this way

No matter gay, straight or bi
Lesbian, transgendered life
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born to survive

Who says
Who says you're not perfect
Who says you're not worth it
Who says you're the only one that's hurting
Trust me
That's the price of beauty
Who says you're not pretty
Who says you're not beautiful
Who says 

Kadang-kadang kita tidak menyedari sesuatu sehingga benda itu berlaku depan mata..

Maybe I should be to caring to a person..

Envisible me..

That's better..

Actually I want to avoid everyone but suddenly out of nowhere they will find me..

R u ok??

Teenage Dream??

Still alive??

I want to be with an alien now..

Asians...

Philipines..Indonesia..Americano..Paris..Las Vegas..

Wanna be on the floor..

or...

Live like in Resident Evil..

Love the part when she said, 'I know ur sister, she's a HOMICIDAL BITCH!!!!!

Actually, u need an E Dictionary to understand some the term..

Example..

The real meaning of OMD!!Hehe...

I can't be tamed!!!I'm wild!!!

Eric..Kau jalan catwalk..
Kau minat lagu tu??Euww..
Kau punya *** besar..
Kau ni pose mcm model..
Badan kau V..
Knp kau minat sgt dia??


My answer, Thanz for that!!!Haha..

Actually, I'm juz E..

Love E..

 

E's ok..

I'm ok now..


Love E

I wish..

All my life have been good but now..
WHAT THE HELL!!!

Many things happened in my life this week and many things to accept and absorb..
Recently I received a news that I get a placement in Universitas Udayana in Bali, Indonesia but I have to undergo an exam and an interview to comfirm my seat there..


U know, I was happy when I got the news (before I received the news about the exam and the interview)..I think for now my life would be easier with just get myself prepared to go there but then when I have to undergo the exam..My life turn 720 degrees..OMD!!


I was unstable until I suffered migrain for the first time..
I HATE THAT!!!
So, many peoples asked to control my emotion..
I went to theraphy..
Then, I decided that...
I will throw away my emotion..
Means I will never had the EMO, HAPPY OR EXCITED etc..
Half of my soul had flew away..
The E that always be happy no matter how many failure strucked him has gone 4eva..
Wanna be E with stagnant feeling..
Normal E like E when he was in SPM Level..
Urghh!!
The EMOest post that I ever did in my E Blog!!

U know..
Although I was in stress but I can find peace when I looked at baby and small kids..
Cat too..
I don't know but all of my niece and nephews love to be with me..
Even my parents also said that kids are comfortable around u rather than my other cousins..


Haha..
The feeling's gone..


So much for my happy ending..


I will continue to fight although without my Chaiyok2 E Spirit..


For now, I watched a lot of WWE just to relieve my boredom and stress mode..


I wish I was abducted by an alien..


Away from the hurt and pain...

I will struggle like what my BFF Aliff said to me,


Do this as your last fight for your own future..

I will do like what u said Aliff..

Love E..